week 20

Ummm honestly I would like to relive it as long as it was lived the same way as my "dream." I honestly enjoy my life alot, I feel as though I may have a better life than some. I had alot of friends that I would be able to hang with when I was in 7th or 8th grade. People always say I have no friends other than maddy and Sarah and Jordan when that's not really true and it kind of hurts my feelings. The reason I don't have very many friends to hang out with is because I am not the type to hang out with girls. My entire life most of my friends that I would hang out with is guys but now all of the guys have girlfriends and girlfriends are a holes and don't let the guys hang out with girls. I do hang out with more than maddy an sarah but I just cant make it public with who else I hang out with because those guys I do hang out with have girlfriends.... I used to do alot of fun things and didn't have a worry in the world. I lived in Metamora at the time which I liked but have gotten to like Washburn alot better because in Metamora I was really shy. I miss when Alyssa Gresham was around and Dallas but both of them have changed so I don't really care to hang out with them now... The only advice I would have the second time around was to try to get my self unshy because that is what always held me back from making more friends than what I did although I would have to say I hung out with more people in Metamora than I did Washbun.