week 16'

So yeah lets go ahead and get the bad things out of the way. I have gained ALOT of weight since then but now I am very slowly starting to lose it thank god. Other than that I cant really think of the things that were truly bad. I am now having a better year this year than I was last year. Some fun things I remember doing is going to the beach alot over the summer and hanging out with Maddy and Sarah. Some other fun things I have fun done is cruising around with them and Garret because yeah cruising is pretty fun lol. It may not be to some people because they don't do anything fun/ funny but for me it's a blast. I enjoyed my time helping out at my families church and getting to see two of my friends that I don't get to see any other time, Jayden and Ashton. Another thing that I found fun was playing hide and seek tag with the little kids, sometimes its okay to be a kid again haha! Another thing that was fun was when Me Jordan Steve Alec Anna and Joey got together and went to steak and shake an also went to a movie. Jordans friends are always the funniest and then we went back to Joeys and did donuts in the parking lot and then hung out downstairs. Speaking of donuts I will never forget all the fun times doing donuts in various parking lots and getting pulled over twice for it but getting away with it. Some reason doing things that we arent supposed to is sometimes the most fun things ever to do. I have done so many fun things this year but I cant even think of it on the top of my head. I hope to continue having fun and hang out with new people!

week 12

Well I can't really think of anything bad that happened but I do know there has been several good things like the starting of cheer. Now while I am finishing this blog things that have happened this week is that we will be having finals soon. I have so many things coming up with homework and everything I still have yet to get done in every class while stressing about the finals. Also last week was Jordan's work Christmas party and this week will be Jordan and I's two year (on The 12th of December) and then the weekend after that will be my birthday as well as us leaving for vacation and then the weekend after hat will be Christmas and all of this stuff happening almost all at once just stresses me out to where I feel like it is literally crippling me.

week 15

Well I have made plenty of snowmen as well as ramps to ride our sled down onto. I have also made chairs with my sister and attempted to make an igloo. My boyfriend and I made a snowman last year facing the road to make trouble with my parents it was a girl snowman with quite the chest. If I could make anything it would be a huge castle or tower that I could stand on top of. It would also be cool to make a slide to slide down on. There are an unlimited amount of things that I could make with the snow especially if I had bigger muscles. I would also build me a huge snow horse. I seen the idea on facebook and could no longer get over it. Imagine if this was one of our art projects to have to build something out of snow and take  a picture of it to submit for a grade.

week 14

The trap door is something that is used to hide all of the school children that are bad. That is including Jess Gerber... but to help the teachers with their dirty work me and Miranda will lock her down there. How I found out about it is I went and took an adventure with my sister like I always do and there we found a bunch of poor children half alive and near death. So we went back up out of the trap door and left all of the starving ones down there. How we are going to get Garber down there is trick her that there is a bunch of bags of chips down there and since shes a piggy and all she will even go running for the trap door and that when we will shut her down there to all we can hear is sad sobs of Jess crying meanwhile eating her chips.

week 13

Well my parade would just be a mess because I like all sorts of things... I would have some country music, rap, and rock but of course they'd have to be separated distance aways away from one another so that way it doesn't sound like a jumble of music. I think it would be cool to have some big trucks and maybe some tractors go through... I would like a float to be designed country like and maybe a float with a bunch of artwork everywhere on it. Another thing I have a big thing for is Christmas lights and anything Christmas so one of my floats will have a bunch of lights on it with Santa and elves. Something weird about me is that I have a weird interest in Cinderella which is kind of emberresing the fact that Cinderella is associated with Disney princesses for littler kids, I like more of the real life looking Cinderellas more than I do the original cartoony one. So I would most likely have a float with Cinderella things as well as a castle and other elegant stuff. Oh yeah and then I would have a float that would be really really huge where some how we will make snow onto and be able to ride the snowmobiles up and down the float. :)

week 11

I wish I could see myself through my parents eyes. I really wonder how proud they actually are of me and maybe things that they might be curious about me.I wonder if they really like each other or not the fact that they have never been married but had been together forever now and why they hardly talk. I guess my parents are just weirdos but at least they don't fight. I can honestly say I have never seen my parents argue. I wish I knew how they actually felt about my friends and why they seem so weird about family members sometimes.

week 10

If I was a ghost I would honestly try to scare people the fact that it no longer mattered since I am not really in existence. The first thing I would do would be go to people that I hates house and scare them until they move out of the state. The I would most likely creep on those that I am curious about. I would love to be able to catch thieves breaking into something and scare them maybe have a floating hammer going towards them that I will use to whack them in the head. I guess fame wouldn't be too bad so I wouldn't mind having a little bit of attention and I will most defiantly show off in that movie.

week 9

So to start off with I am going to get my bad wishes out of the way. This wish can be considered good or bad. I want to turn a negative person into a positive person. I wish for this person to no longer create drama within the family. This person often gets this very special persons family to go against me for things that are often either not true at all or only half of the truth. My second wish is for my boyfriend to quit having problems with money such as financial problems. He often struggles with money with having car payments as well as car problems. I would like for him top be able to pay for his car and insurance as well for his phone and other things that he would like to spend his money on. They always say money cant make you happy but when you have a car to where you need to pay for it since he is going to school and such... as of right now his car makes him said because of having no money and he would then be happy if he had the money to afford these types of things. My most final wish would be to bring my grandma back on Earth to visit with the family and most especially my grandpa because my grandpa is always sad because of my grandma passing away. He always imagines things and sees things of grandma and thinks she is there and then all of the sudden she disappears and he realizes its not true.

week 6

Cinderellas step mother was not a very kind person. I feel like what turned her into an evil person was the lack of popularity she had. Also maybe she had a mean step mother an decided to treat her stepdaughter like she was treated so that way she wouldn't feel so sorry for herself. In school she was most likely ugly and not very nice. She was most likely remembered for her cruel looks and the quote by her picture in the yearbook "I don't live in the darkness, the darkness lives in me." Even though she is evil I'm sure that there is good in evil but sometimes it may take awhile to find it.

week 7

You are very lucky if you end up finding Waldo. Waldo is very hard to find but that is because he usually isn't even in any pictures. He is a magician and decides to show up whenever he pleases. The books with Waldo in it actually have a spell to where some may find him and others can not even see him even if they point out to where he is. Sometimes he is technically there you just cant see him because he can be hiding underneath a bridge. Or waldo is in different clothing. The world may never know.

week 8

I have lived in both the farm house in Washburn and the house in Metamora. The house in Metamora was located in a little valley in the country. There is maybe 2 or 3 neighbors that were nearby but now in Washburn the closest house is all the way down the road on the opposite side of the street. I lived in that house in Metamora ever since I was a baby up until eighth grade which is when I moved. I moved because my Uncle had passed away and my dad had taken over the farm. My dad was tired of driving there every single day when we could just move into the house on the farm. The house in Metamora had several memories...we used to play hide and seek at the house all the time, play flashlight tag, go spray paint the bridge near us, play in the woods, make a mud slide on this cliff down into the water, walk the creek, go on bike rides up and down the road, etc. Our house in Metamora was nice and had lots of land especially including the woods behind our old house. We had a nice big porch attached to the second level of our house. It was built into a hill so half of the down stairs was above ground and the other half was underground. It was always fun playing in the woods. We would climb across trees that had fell over from one side of the cliff to the other... we were daredevils. Lol. Then down this steep cliff that you pretty much had to slide down there was this creek with lots of rocks and a cute little stream and there was also this cool tree that almost acted like a bridge that was curved going from one side of the rocks to the other side where if you sat on the center of the tree the water was below you. Another thing that was cool was that in the winter we could slide across the stream when the water turned into ice. Since we lived in the valley there was three hills with roads and a bridge on it. There was another bridge that we would go to and spray paint all over. I would always right like Jess hearts whoever.... well now it kind of sucks because I am in a 2 year relationship with Jordan an there I am with my name spray painted on a bridge with some other boys name. Another thing was riding our bikes down the big hill on our property and then sledding down it in the winter and landing under neath a pine tree. It was also fun making ramps to fly off in the winter.  Honestly I would give anything to be able to move back to that house for my first house on my own or build a new house on that property. My house that i live on now is kind of boring there is nothing really to do other than go on walks or climb up and down the bin or mess around on the side by side or on the snowmobile in the winter. We have plenty of farm land to drive in and when its really wet in the fields after a good amount of rain its fun to go mudding in the fields. Another thing we can do is ride in the combine during harvest with my dad but that's about it. My house that I live in now looks tiny but honestly it is actually really big on the inside. we have three bedrooms upstairs and like four or five downstairs. (of course not having that many family members we don't use them all as bedrooms.) Then we have two bathrooms upstairs and one downstairs but the one downstairs we don't use so we just put a wall in front of it because the downstairs is still being fixed up. and then we have one living room upstairs and one downstairs and then one kitchen upstairs and another downstairs as well as a dining room and laundry room upstairs. The house in Metamora looked much nicer on the outside but wasn't as nice as the house inside at the Washburn house.

week 3

I would not want to read about my future. Even though I am very curious about my future I would just hate to see what happens. Everything I fear about my future is whether me and my boyfriend break up... when my family members may pass away... what this world will even turn into... whether I will make ti anywhere in life, etc. Something I really want to know is whether I get a good job or not and what college I go to the fact I have no idea what I like and what I want to be when I get older. I would want to reread the chapters from when I was younger and maybe even some of the good times that I had while my grandma was alive being my only grandma I ever had. Maybe reread some old chapters about what I used to do with my grandpa. I always remember going fishing and riding on the golf cart. Maybe even back to the day where it was my other grandpas birthday we went to an auction and we surprised him. We drove all the way to Iowa to go to the auction that my grandpa was at and try to find where he was sitting.. then we went and sat next to him and he looks over and says that he has grand daughters that look jut like us then he looks over to his other side an seen my dad sitting next to him. It was a very good day. Or back to the years when my little cousins were still young. Maybe even back to all of the good days when I was single as well as my other friends and we would always hang out with out a worry in the world but now all of us are just always busy hanging with our girlfriends/boyfriends and it really stinks... Another thing I would want to go back to is when my friend Sarah and I would always be together getting into trouble and our parents were friends but now they don't really like each other and at one point for a few years Sarah and i weren't even friends because of the immaturity of our parents. I don't know why I am always stressed out it seems like everything is going right but I just wish that I could go back to the days where everything was awesome. But I guess life is what you make of it. I would like to go back to the day where Jordan and I had got together because that is just a funny story to be told. He had told em the day before that we were going to go to Kroger or something and that he was going to get me flowers and then ask me out... which is just funny cause knowing he was going to ask me out is just awkward and just always makes me laugh when I think about it. That day we get to Kroger and he tells me to come in to pick out my own flowers (lol) and then he asked me to be his girlfriend right there in the parking lot (how romantic,,huh?) and I want to go back to the day where we weren't dating and we went to a movie with all of his friends...it was really funny especially the drive back where Jordan was being a d d and throwing pennies at Steve's truck as we were driving down the road. I don't know I have way too much about my past that I miss and wish I could relive but I don't really like thinking of the past because it just suck thinking about the good days... I would rather live for the moment than try to relive my past.

week 5

Honestly just to begin with I think that a lot of teachers were not innocent when they were younger even though they act like they are. I feel that when they are bashing on us for something its most likely because they had made the same mistake and they didn't want that to happen to us but they dot want to admit that they have also been there once before. I could maybe be friends with some of them. I am mostly friends with everyone but the people that I am best friends with are usually the ones that know they are not perfect and accept the fact that they make mistakes instead of arguing with people trying to be right when they know they are not. My kind of friends accept me for who I am and don't judge all of my decisions. I hate those best friends that get mad at their best friend all because they are friends with their enemy. So if any teacher is like that then yes I could be their friend. It would be nice to be able to travel back into time and just know everything about all of my teachers so that way I could call them out on some of the bogus things some of them say. That's all.

week 4

Well they would be stupid to come to Washburn where almost the entire town/  country folks own a gun(s). Everyone would shoot them with their guns. The only thing is would be my fear of killing someone close to me if they became a zombie. I don't think I could do it but I definitely wouldn't let them in. Or I could create something to keep them in so that way they wont harm any one neither will someone else harm them. Me and my dad would get onto the top of the roof and just start shooting at all of the zombies.

week 2

They all think we are lazy which is not true. Yes I do spend more time on my phone than I should but I would consider my self pretty active. I am always wanting to walk around and when I am at home if I am not sleeping I am continuously walking around. They say we don't know how to do anything and we don't know what work is. I may not work all that much but I know kids work day and night and I have plenty of family members that are home schooled to help around the farm. Another thing is that they claim we all do drugs and we are all just something you have to watch. Honestly there is a big population of people that do do drugs but I also know a big portion that does not. Many kids that you don't hear about are the ones that typically don't get in trouble. I can honestly and proudly say I have never touched drugs, and I hope to never get my self in to those bad habits.

week 1

School is going just fine honestly... I am taking accounting which I am afraid might be challenging. I also decide to take yearbook for a change to be involved in something. I am excited for cheer to start and ready for all of the fun projects in advanced art. I also am taking English 3 honors instead of just English 3 which makes me a little proud of my self and I hope to be more focused on my school work this year more than I was the last. I mean honestly anyone would look to having a few weeks extra of summer but I was looking forward to school I really wanted to be able to associate with people because this summer I hardly seen anyone!.