week 32

Most interesting part of this class: When we read stories that are not about war
least favorite part of this class: tests
hardest I laughed: Probably from the boys being dumb. I cant really remember very much funny things, Brody was most likely the most funniest to me,
Favorite memory: I dont really have one but just being in there with my entire class is just a nice thought.
Best thing about Hudson: Usually always happy, is okay with listening to our side conversations sometimes , More so I like some of the discussions we have a bout real life things. I like how we have some more grown up conversations in class and letting us feel like high schoolers and not like we are in kindergarten.
Things hudson could do to make the class better- I am not sure cause a lot of thigns that I hate are things you really need to know for english (grammar, reading, spelling etc) I think it would be nice to read books that arent so much of history.

week 27

I have many favorite songs, but as for a song that I can actually make a story about using the title would be Break up in a small town. There were these two kids, boy and girl, who were deeply in love with each other and often spent their days and nights together. One night the girl decided to go out with a different guy while her boyfriend was at work and ended up cheating on her boyfriend. She liked how romantic this guy was who took her on a picnic underneath the moon light along a river where they went swimming. The next day everyone found out including her boyfriend. I guess that is what she gets for cheating on her boyfriend when livig in a small town. End of story.

week 26

So just recently my friends had went to go pick up Dakota Jochums from two hours away. Knowing that he was going to want to hang out with me and Jordan and all of his other friends and not just them they still made a big deal out of it when he did end up hanging out with us and others. They got mad at me and tried saying that we used them and that we should have just went and got him knowing from the beginning that we both had worked and didn't have the money or miles to put onto our car at the time. They got mad and were telling me how I was a crappy friend etc and said all of this stuff that didn't make sense. I argued with them and told them how they knew from the beginning that we couldn't pick him up or take him home and that instead of them dropping him off to us if they knew they were going to get mad, they should have just letting him go and then yelling at us for it when they were the ones who let it happen. So after they decided to text me starting crap I told them the exact truth and in the end got called a drama queen for it when yet they were the ones who started it and I was just trying tot ell them how they were wrong and saying things that we rent even true, I just wanted them to not be saying untruthful stuff, in the end I wish I would have just not said anything at all because I should have realized all people ever want to be told is hat they are right and not wrong.

week 31

Well my junior year completely sucked so I am not sure what good my advice will do, because if I knew how to make it better I would have and I would have ad a better junior year. but i guess things that they could do to have a good year would be to not let anyone know their business, not let the words from teachers and students phase you, and to get your homework done on time. I struggled a lot with the homework aspect because I would tend to procrastinate and then stress when I had a lot of work piled up on me. As for not letting anyone know your business just learn to keep your mouth shut and listen more than you talk because even though what you say now may not be a big deal, in the future someone can add the small thing onto something else an make it a big deal. Be friends with everyone i another thing, instead of looking at peoples flaws look at the good in them ad that will maybe convince you that they aren't as bad as you may thin they are that way it will prevent any negativity among others as well as prevent any drama. Even though I don't get involved with drama, I do know the people that get involved do not like it. Also about that thing I said about teachers and students, obviously they are just trying to pick their own selves up so it's not worth stressing bout because what they say may not define you but defines the type of person they are.

week 30

My five people would be:
Samm
Jordan
Sarah
Kevin
Curt

Kevin and Curt are two people I work with that are usually the cooks. They are the ones who are always around seeing how I interact at work. They both love me and think I'm such a sweet girl. They are always there for me and looking out for me. They always ask me how I am and first thing when I get to work they are always shouting "Hey Jess!" I enjoy working with the people I do because they are always happy and seem to be mostly positive. They always offer me food too lol. They know what I like and what I don't as for dessert. They know that whenever we have pizza for supper that we have to have scissors because I am not good at cutting anything with a knife, especially pizza! Curt always reminds me to not forget the boxes because even though I always get a good portion of them, there are always a few boxes laying off to the side that I never notice! Everyone at work knows that I show up to work almost an hour early, so if I am not there ten minutes before my shift starts, they know to be very worried. I usually get there at 3:30 everyday!

Sarah has known me for quite some time now. Although sometimes she says things that I feel which I dont or may describe me as someone who I am not, she still does know quite a bit about me. She knows I normally dont have gas money, she knows that I dont like to get dressed up. She knows my love for peppermint candy cane which is why for my birthday she got me a huge peppermint stick for me to suck on! I love icecream to so she usually takes me for ice cream at Pops sweet shop in minonk! She knows of my terrible anxiety that I suffer with where she is always saying how we need to be careful going certain places because of whatever reason that may make me nervous .

Jordan, well he's my boyfriend, the one I do so well at talking about. He knows my love for wings, mostly from Schmoes, Wingstop, Knuckleheads, and Chilli's. He knows I like to go for walks, lay on the trampoline, snowmobile. He knows I like to do alot of outdoor things with him, fishing, hunting, and riding the side by side or going mudding. He knows I hate sitting inside. He knows my love for blue and pink. I hate my hair dark, I hate jewelry other than earrings (studs only) , anklets, and rings. That is the only jewelry. He knows I like to keep alot of things such as tickets for places we go for my love of scrap booking. I am also a picture hoarder. I have a hard time deleting pictures just because of the great memories, etc. He like everyone else also know I like icecream a lot but I also like to complain about my diet. He knows I care very much about my grandpa and if I lost my memory would make sure that my grandpa would be one of the first people he would introduce me to.

Samm is my sister. sister knows it all. Like I dont even know what to say because she literally just knows everything. She knows I love art so she would show me to my art, show me to my boyfriend, family, Sarah. Make sure that I dont forget the ones I love most. She would bring me places to do the things I love. I dont know... its just hard to explain just because she literally knows EVERYTHING.

week 28

Here's to those who help me through and try to convince me that I am a better and smarter person than I believe. Samm, Sarah, Spencer, Jordan.
My sister hates when she sees me stressed out and always makes an effort to cheer me up. Whether its struggles with my future, my friends, or just the present life in general she always tries to find a solution to the problem. She always says how I am good at things and that I am crazy for not thinking so myself. Whenever I am upset from others putting me down she will say things to make me realize their opinions don't matter.

Spencer,
I have a lot to say about you. A lot of people look at you as being a weirdo because of just who you hung out with and your appearance. Clearly I could not tell you this because it would bring you down because of what others have said to me. "Why do you hang out with him, he's weird?!" "He's ugly why would you want to be seen with him." This life and just school in general is truly full of cruel people that don't know how to look past others imperfections. " Be with the person who makes your life most beautiful, not with the person that is only beautiful on the outside." That is for both relationships and friends. No one realizes how fun of a person you are and what a caring person you are too. You are always there for me when I decide to be an attention person, so they say, and post something depressing on snap chat to my story saying something dumb like " Life sucks", you always are the first person to message me as soon as you see it and ask me whats wrong even though half the time I don't want you to nor do I tell you what is actually wrong. You always tell me all of the good things about me and how you could see me being more successful than you, You are the type of person that would rather your friends be more happy than your own self which just shows how much you care but really in order for you to make others happy you need to be happy yourself first. Thanks for being such a wonderful person and care for me so much even though I don't do very well at making sure you are alright and staying positive you still look past that.

Sarah,
You are my best friend. You have an open heart and always try to find the good in people no matter the circumstance. You are way too forgiving. When others are doing things they shouldn't and hurting you, you always say that its okay and that they are obviously going through some things. Which I honestly don't think you should let people think its okay to say mean things to you just because their day isn't going ell, but I guess that's what happens when you are overly forgiving. You encourage me to do things that you know in the end will make me happy. You encourage me to go to school, go to the gym, eat healthy, etc. You in the end know what's best for me.  You were always there for me when Jordan would hang out with kids my age so they would always take Jordan's side for everything just to impress Jordan. You would always tell them how wrong they are and how it is none of their business. You made me feel like there was someone actually there for me rather than feeling like I was just a victim. I love you. I will never give up on being your friend despite what others say. You may be younger than me but has nothing to do with how you act. Age does not matter. Even though you are 14 and I'm 17 I still don't see the problem, everyone says stuff about it but I don't see them trying to be a better friend than you. We have went through family issues to where I could never see you again, or so I thought, but that only made me stronger. Thanks for being the bestest friend I could ever have, and I wish I could be a better friend to you than what I am.

Last but not least...
Jordan,
You are my boyfriend, my best friend, my other half. When you are sad I am sad, when you hurt I hurt. You get so mad at me when I am being lazy and have a bad attitude towards things. You always make sure I go where I am supposed to an get done what I should. As for school you don't care how I feel you try to make me go but since you go to school yourself, you are not really around to actually drag me out of the house and take me there. You encourage me to go to work, to work out, but not necessarily eat healthy. I remember when we first got together sometimes I would say mean things about others and you would always tell me that's not nice, even though you were a bully yourself. You changed me. For the better in my opinion, I say less mean things about others, try to find the good, manage to forgive easier, and to drop the friends who use me for my money or just bring me down in general. With art you always tell me how well I do and always show off my art to others. Even though you really do not realize I am not that good compared to others. You tell me I am not fat but I know darn well I am, but if you aren't lying then at least I know through your eyes, you see me as being more perfect than what I ever could be. I don't know what all I could say without it starting to turn into a love letter lmao. I guess just thank you for all of you do, all of the sticking up for me, all of the encouragement, everything. You really are my best friend. No one really realizes how great of a person you are until they actually meet you. You aren't as much of a hard butt as others may think you try to be. There is a sweet side of you that only a few know. My parents, family, friends, they all love you and all see how much of a helper you are. They all know how happy you make me, and I hope that continues. Thanks  once again for being my better half since the half I have isnt quite functional.

week 29

My class is a little on the insane side but definitely entertaining. The boys are more crazy than the girls but that's okay, that just means we will not be bored. The trip would be wonderful but I am just in a good mood right now because of the nice weather so my opinion may change later, who knows! One thing we will have to do though is make the submarine rise from the water in the middle of the ocean long enough to open the door to shove Jessica Garber, also known as piggy, out to watch her swim back to shore. Although I may seem rude saying that I decided that we will have a helicopter come and get her a minute or so after she has been shoved out, but she wouldn't know that! :) We would go pick her up back on land and maybe go sky diving somewhere. Another thing would be that we spend the day on the beach before we continue to go underwater.

week 25

If I had a theme song for my life it would probably be boring and depressing just because I dont really think positively toward myself for the most part but if I try to think of something positive the lyrics could be something happy and i dont know just show how much i love others because honestly I hate no one nor do I really find anyone annoying, sometimes things people can say is annoying but that doesn't necessarily mean i think they are annoying. I am really obsessed with my boyfriend because hes just great so maybe it would say something about that and it would be country music just cause that's what I usually listen to.

week 21

Well I don't have a celebrity crush nor do I really know of any celebrities. I mean I know of like country or rap singers but I dont really care to know them all that well I dont know what it is but the only person I find really attractive is Brantley Gilbert dont ask me why even though alot of people find him ugly just something about his looks and voice I really enjoy lol. Other than that I dont care to have a date with him, I dont care to ask him anything I dont care to do anything involving a celebrity. I will be good sticking with my small town guys who arent known for nothin.

week 24

So to begin I am going to talk about Miss Piggy because as of right now its the only thing I can think of... Jess Garber is called piggy in my book which many think I may be being mean an calling her names which I am not I usually joke with everyone an never have the tendency to hurt anyone emotionally. We were at Taylor Laibles house when I was in 8th grade which is the year I was friends with taylor, kirsten, jess, and a few others.... Anyway we were sitting there by the island or table I cant remember and Jess downed a bag of chips and then she picked the whole bag up an pored the rest in her mouth which I just found humor in the fact shes really skinny.

week 19

So my life really isn't  a secret. I talk all the time and tell people stuff that they don't really care about. Some things I can think of not really about me but things I have done is when I snuck into my friends house when her parents were on their anniversary thing and her parents didn't like me because they lived in our farm house and we kicked them out. So I snuck over there and climbed through their window and then when I went to leave I climbed out the window and my friends sister and the babysitter was standing right there and I am glad I did that because after that happened her parents decided they would let us be friends because otherwise we would sneak behind their back. Ummm I used to always get mad at my family even if it was ten at night and I would leave my house late at night and walk into town in the pitch dark (keep in mind I don't live in town i live like 2 miles outside of town) I have anger issues which I feel like a lot of people dont realize. My friend and I would always trespass into peoples property and one time we snuck into someones property and they have a pond and they had a boat that my friend and i took out onto their pond and we took their fishing poles that was in their big shed thing and found a basketball and stuff and messed with all their stuff but never got caught. I also would sneak out of the house at like 1 or 2 in the morning and walk around town and meet up with my friends or climb into this one guys basement and would go throw snowballs at peoples windows during the night when there was snow. Some people dont know that I used to go to Metamora for like 13 years of my life, but for the most part a good percentage already know. Also as innocent as everyone says I am I surprisingly have had 2 or 3 detentions for stupid things of course though.  I have the cutest husky in the world who is pretty famous if you ask me. There has been a few radio stations that she has been on for some reason, not sure why. When I was younger I would always wear a lot of make up which may be a shocker to some.... I was also in karate for a big portion of my life and won several awards for it The ones that I can remember was a medal for breaking boards (1st place)... free form (2nd) and sparring (1st).. I think I may have gotten third place for something before but since it was third place I didn't really care to remember what it was for.

week 23

I have always wanted to go to Alaska, I have been to plenty of warm places I would like to go to somewhere cold. I feel like Alaska is extremely cold but when I think of Alaska I think of igloos, sleds, huskies, snowmobiles and lots of snow. I would like to go to see if my expectations were correct. I dont get how people would be happy living in the cold year round. I wonder what the schools are like there. How are the roads I am sure if they really have lots of snow they prob usually have the road cleared. I also wonder what the warmest temperature that it gets there.

week 22

Well the fact they are not real characters and are made to be ideally what people actually want they will live happily ever after. But if they were made to be how real life is they would end up arguing like every relationship and that's just why you shouldn't get married because in my eyes I feel like marriage ruins everything. I feel like eventually they will have trouble with their in laws just like everyone else at some point which the in laws will be the big reason for why they aren't together anymore. But as we all know in fairy tales/stories they always live happily ever after and never have any problems which is just really un real I feel like if you dont get upset about somethings it just means you dont really care about them.

week 20

Ummm honestly I would like to relive it as long as it was lived the same way as my "dream." I honestly enjoy my life alot, I feel as though I may have a better life than some. I had alot of friends that I would be able to hang with when I was in 7th or 8th grade. People always say I have no friends other than maddy and Sarah and Jordan when that's not really true and it kind of hurts my feelings. The reason I don't have very many friends to hang out with is because I am not the type to hang out with girls. My entire life most of my friends that I would hang out with is guys but now all of the guys have girlfriends and girlfriends are a holes and don't let the guys hang out with girls. I do hang out with more than maddy an sarah but I just cant make it public with who else I hang out with because those guys I do hang out with have girlfriends.... I used to do alot of fun things and didn't have a worry in the world. I lived in Metamora at the time which I liked but have gotten to like Washburn alot better because in Metamora I was really shy. I miss when Alyssa Gresham was around and Dallas but both of them have changed so I don't really care to hang out with them now... The only advice I would have the second time around was to try to get my self unshy because that is what always held me back from making more friends than what I did although I would have to say I hung out with more people in Metamora than I did Washbun.

week 18

Well I have a sister who happens to be my twin. being twins that are the same sex we obviously will have the same friends so of course she and I are the best of friends also! We do almost everything together including going on cruises and just doing things to get in trouble. that way if we were to get in trouble by our parents, we would be in it together although we don't really get in trouble anymore. Like we do so much its hard to think of just on the top of my head. I remember all the fun things we would do like sneak out with our friends. People would always come to our house at like two in the morning by either walking or getting a ride and we would either walk out the front door since its near the door to the basement which is where our rooms are or if my dad was up we would sneak out of my window. We also would go walking around town at night and get stopped by the cop and have to make up a lame excuse as to why we are out past curfew. Honestly the stuff you would think of is so dumb but its always fun doing things you are not supposed to no matter how big or small. I remember all of the jokes I would play on her and all of the jokes we together would play on each other.

week 17

The future will consist of people that look like the age 20 at age 3. Our streets will be made out of gold and their will be a lot of snotty people walking around because I feel like people are starting to lose their morals and everyone will be wearing designer clothes. But on the positive side the homeless will no longer be homeless because the few people that are not snotty will make several homes in every so many towns to where people can stay and they will also provide jobs for the homeless and be drug tested to make sure they are not spending their money on drugs.